I think I wrote these when I was in middle school, 15 years ago!!! I read them now and they seem extremely dark and foreboding, but I still thought they were good.
I don't understand
Why life ain't so grand
I dont' wanna be insane
But I'm standing in the rain
Why do we have to be
Everything that we see
I look in the mirror
I just wanna kill her
I'm going insane
I can feel the strain
God Fails
Satan Prevails
I know the devil
He owns the underworld
The seasons pass me by
I'm gonna say goodbye
I don't care what you say
You can't make me stay
I am Insanity
You'll never get away from me
God Fails
Satan Prevails
I know the devil
He owns the underworld
That's where I will go
You can't tell me no
The mirror cracks
Face the facts
God Failed
Satan Prevailed
Kira Sandoval, copyright 2006
This next one I have written in my notes that it was inpired by the NBC movie "A Friend to Die For." Don't ask me when I did this one, probably 10+ years ago!;) But I think that Natasha Hendstridge was in that movie. It was a movie similar to "Single Whilte Female" but I think it was the next door neighbor who killed to be with the husband, something like that.
The moon goes down
the sun goes up
I can't forget last night
But it's too late, I'm stuck.
I wanted to be like her
I hated myself
Last night went in a blur
My head belongs on a shelf
It is I who should die.
It's time for me to fly
The look in her eyes
Her attitude toward life
She got all the guys
I found my knife
Beat by Beat
Stab by Stab
She ended in the street.
It is not I who am crazy
It is I who am mad
It is I who should die
I cannot cry
It is I who should die
It is time for me to fly.
Kira Sandoval, copyright 2006
Now this one is one I really wanted to turn into a song. The lyrics were written to the song "On the Wings of an Angel" by Gary Lamb, on his Christmas album. He's a solo pianist if you have never heard of him. Anyway, I think I never completed the lyrics, but they are powerful nonetheless.
On the Wings of an Angel, piano by Gary Lamb
Sometimes when I dream I dream of death
Out goes my last breath
I am so scared now
Then I wake and call you though it's late
I feel so hopeless
I need your faith tonight
Sometimes though my dreams are just a part of me
They still scare me
I have no strength to carry on
Help me pull through this abomination
Find me salvation
I'll need it soon
Now I'm on the wings on an Angel
Floating abouve clouds
High in the sky above you
This is just a part of my sad dreams
Full of my longing
For a life I've not known yet
Sometimes when I dream it's full of demons
Running after me
Into the dark
But some dreams are filled with sounds of your voice
Whispering "I love you
Don't ever go"
Kira Sandoval, copyright 2006
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